You hurt me but i'm still in love with you

I saw the love in you eyes
don't tell me now that it was lies
i knew you loved me i felt it too
i no that i was just for you

how can you just walk away?
how can you cheat and not want to stay?
how can words be to hard to speak
how can i ever feel so tired and weak?

why is my life always going wrong?
why can't i be happy, why am i not strong?
why did you leave me when I'm so in love with you?
how can you love him after what we've been through?

how can you sleep with him after what i had said?
i told you how much i loved you and how without you I'd be dead
i told you nothing else mattered only you and me
i told you just to f u k them all and we would always be!

you started to cry with the kind things i had meant
how could you just do that, you were what the angels sent!
i loved you with everything you would never no
i no that you loved me and my love for you will grow

you told me you couldn't wait to call me your wife!
now when you look at me i want to end my life!
i tried to kiss you on the lips but you just pulled away
i no what you did was wrong but i want our love to stay!

i asked you if you were going to keep the ring on your finger
you said you didn't no and your words began to linger...
i cried in front of you, you wiped the tears with your sleeve
i said i never wanted you to drop me and just leave

even through all that you put me through
i still find myself falling more in love with you

just need to vent, i will always love you Jo, you are everything to me, even after what happened