Fighting...

I don\'t know if I can handle it
This feeling of lonliess and pain
I don\'t know if I can last this long
Becuase there is nothing to gain.

They yell and scream
The fighting never seems to end
They don\'t know how its affecting me
Or the message that they send

Its affected my life every single day
I guess they\'re just too blind to see
This curse that I\'ve held
The pain its caused me,

Its only been a few years ago
When they were yelling about me
About my grades and lifestyle
Never hearing my crying plea

They don\'t know how hard
I\'m trying for them to see
How I can do better
And finally be set free

Free from this broken home
That I\'ve been surviving in
Just barely making through
In this fight I won\'t win

It\'s not the regular disagreements
That most familes go through
Its something much worse
In this life I must pursue

I\'ll try my hardest
Even if there is no need to
But it\'s never seems to be enough
But nothing is enough for you

No turning back now
Cause I\'m trapped inside,
In this house of hate
God knows I\'ve cried

Just because I live here
Doesn\'t mean I belong
It takes love and care
Something to help me get along

I just need some support
A sign that they care
Some encouragement
But thats really rare.

I dread everyday going home
Because they don\'t even know I\'m there
Or they\'ll start the incesive fighting
Either way I know they won\'t care...

As I turn the music real loud
So I can\'t hear them yelling
I look through many journal entries
That reveal the story I\'m telling..

I lay myself to sleep and sob softly
Hoping one day it will all be done
But it\'s far from over because...
The nightmare\'s just begun...

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