Broken. < /3

He's moved on and it's realer than ever
When we broke up but I thought it wouldn't be forever
I thought a part of him might still care
And that he would always be there
But now he loves someone else
And doesn't care shit bout how I felt
I bet he wonders what she's doing right now
Like I think I can get him back I just need to find out how
He was my sweetest friend
And will become my bitter end
But I'll live for him every day
Hoping one day three words he'll say
Hoping one day he will be mine
Even if it takes till the end of time
I miss him more than anyone will ever know
But every day it's getting harder not to show
I just want to feel what I felt with you
But that will never happen so what do I do?
How can I make sense of this mess?
You just got up and left
You say I love you, just not to me
And it makes it harder and harder to believe
Can you really have moved on after all we've been through?
Simply forget about me, pretend nothing was true
You found someone better and I've become obsolete
But I guess it doesn't matter that without you I'm incomplete
Just can't you feel the same as me?
Pretend that I'm what you need
The worst is done
The battles have won
If I cut, I drink, or I smoke
They all will seem like such a joke
Compared to loosing the one I loved
Because no matter what its only you I'm thinking of
Even if you forget the past
My heart will wish that we could last
You probably laugh and say I meant nothing
And I'll believe you, I'll never be something.

Samantha.
Written in Blood.