The hurt is too much

PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE (in need of constructive critisism)

I hate this ugly feeling
The sheer emptiness
The raw jealousy
And spiteful bitterness

I hate my stupid heart
It's just so exposed
Its breaks easily like glass
It's going to explode

I hate my love struck head
It led me on and believed
That he really does like me
But it's so easily deceived

I hate my so-called friend
Who keep everything from me
Who then says, "I love him
And we are meant to be"

I hate it how she is
The boys just all love her
And how she flirts and touches them
I'm hurt over and over

I hate that beautiful guy
Who eyes are oh-so blue
Who led me to think
That my fantasies are true

I hate it how he told me
How they really feel
And how I told her the other day
My heart will never heal

I can't have love in my life
My heart has too many tears
I can't keep putting my self through this
I don't how much I can bear ...