Where I am...

Waiting up all night
Here with my light
shining, piercing the dark

And yet you never showed
no apologies, just excuses
weighing heavy on my mind

This compressing feeling
driving me insane, making me want to stop breathing
as the tears trickle down my face

Round and round in circles I wander
In my emotions I flounder
you weigh heavy on my mind

Then it comes, the blissful peace
as the colours drain from my face
and I get my freedom.