All the reasons

Blankly suppressed in the prison of my mind

longing only for death, the day I shall be fine

I searched for love and I found it empty

Never have I found the thing I was seeking

walking alone on this path called life

It;s so easy to give up, to just pick up a knife

but this anguish will cease

I'll break out from these chains

that forever bind me

then all will see, I wont hide it anymore

all will really see, the creature they once adored

people with look upon hundreds of scars

they'll see the blood, caused by my self harm

but it doesn't matter now, my eyes are so dim

so I'll be left, just thinking of him

consumed by an empty lie of ever being loved at all

so many watching, but no one See's the flaws

unbound to my fate that I have escaped so many times

yet no one See's the reasons I want to die.......