Moving sucks

My parents said I would be \"happy\"
A lie I remember up to this day,
Three years have passed & still,
I regret ever moving away.

I used to have a big yard,
That I could lay on during starry nights,
The house was huge but cozy,
Everything was just right.

The street we lived on was quiet,
We had cordial neighbors all around
I went to a nice clean school,
I was living on the right side of the town

I had so many friends there,
Everyone was so nice to me,
I had everything I could ask for,
Though back then I couldnt see.

I didnt see that things could be,
So much worse than what they were,
I didnt know how good I had it,
Untill all of this occured.

I thought that so many other kids,
Had better lives than me,
For I didnt know how good I had it,
I didnt realise I was so lucky.

It didnt even start to occur to me,
Untill three years ago,
When what happened is just another story,
That everyones heard and knows.

My dad had gotten a promotion,
And pretty soon we had to move,
My parents assured me itd be a good thing,
But soon everything came unglued.

We moved here to Dallas,Texas...
So far away from my last home,
When we got here I said \"I love it here\"
But I should have better known.

Two weeks after moving here,
I knew I had made a mistake,
I had believed my parents about moving here,
But I honestly hated this state.

Not only is the wheather here too hot,
But the yard here is too small,
And talking to my friends isnt the same,
Over a long distance phone call.

Thats just the start of it,
Days later my life went more downhill,
I started my new school,
And to this day I hate it still.

The people at school are mean to me,
They dont care when they make me cry,
I hate it so freaking much here,
That ive even attempted suicide.

My parents dont even care,
That theyve brought me so much unhappiness,
Ive decided its all their fault,
They got me in this mess.

So as this is the last poem Im writng before I commit suicide,
And as this is the last tear im gonna cry,
I just want you all to know,
that i really tried.

omgsh it sucks but i gtg.