Hurtful Whispers

Sat behind closed doors
Not knowing whats going on
Trying to think some more
Everything else is gone

Secrets with whispers
Thinking it all through
Cant think of why or because
Although I'm trying hard to

What to think of first
What about all the rest
To think of the worst
Or to think of the best

Secrets hidden with lies
'Its nothing, Its alright'
Lies which I don't buy
Tears i try to fight

3 is a crowd
4 is just as bad
About to walk out
I'm about to go mad

Feeling so left out
Feeling so unwanted
What is the truth about
Forever haunted