Pointless

I sit in my room
Bored out of my mind
I can't read
I can't write
I can't listen to music
I can't eat
I can't think
I can't do anything
Why does everything seem so pointless?
Why does my favorite food taste like cardboard?
Why does it seem like everything i do won't make a difference?
Is it because I'm thinking how I'll never have you?
You make everything i once enjoyed seem like a chore...
Why do you do this to me boy?
Please stop...