New Years Resolution

January 1
2006.
I know last year
I wont really miss.

Because I've been through a lot
in 2005.
Figured out love's a curse
that will leave you to die.

Because the truth
isn't really there.
And the people that love you
don't really care.

No one would care
if you have pain deep within.
That people in this world
commit their sins.

Some people
are just so cruel.
We fall for their fakness
like such fools.

I found out that people
aren't really your friends.
They talk behind your back
to your face they just pretend.

I found out that some guys
just break your heart.
Hurt you so bad
And tear your life apart.

But this year
is going to be totally different.
I'm going to make it
completely magnificent.

I'm going to get friends
that truly care.
That when I need them
they'll always be there.

I'm going to have
a relationship with a guy
That really like
one that my feelings
I wont have to hide.

A guy that loves me
just for me.
That will never lie
and never ever cheat.

I'm going to live my life
the way I should've from the start.
One that will go well
and will never fall apart.

I'm going to live a better life
that's my conclusion.
I'm going to LIVE my life
that is my New Years resolution.

I've decided my life is worth living because it's another year and maybe I'll experience a miracle. Plz. comment.