Your First Sweet Seduction

Starts out a normal night.
You talking to me.
Sitting, watching TV.
Me replying, not quite paying attention.
Getting tired.
Eyes falling heavy.
Can't hold my head up.
You let me lay down into your lap.
Fall asleep.
Soon after, I wake to you brushing my hair out of my face.
You tell me sorry.
"I didn't mean to wake you, Baby."
I don't mind.
Sit up.
Stare into his eyes.
Moving closer.
Your hand on my neck.
Our lips touch.
My heart jumps.
"I love you."
"I love you, too."
You stand up.
Expect me to follow.
Hold your hand out.
I take it and follow you.
Walk into your room.
Lights out.
You turn to me.
We kiss once more.
Feel your warm tongue against mine.
Your hands in my hair move down, over my back.
I shiver.
I can feel them on my thighs now.
You lay me down.
Feeling your body over mine numbs all my pain I have ever had.
Let me take off your shirt.
My shirt is lifted high, to where my bra lies.
Our skin touches so softly.
I look down.
My pants are on the floor.
Can this be happening?
Does he really want me?
Scared.
The first time.
I look to you helpless worried.
"I'll do this easy. I won't hurt you. I promise."
I'll let him in.
I love him.
He loves me.
How can I have so much, though I am so young?
I can feel you moving in.
Scared.
Push you away.
"It's OK, calm down. You want me to stop?"
Shake my head.
You come back down.
My eyes shut.
Pain. Good Pain.
It hurts but it feels good.
My eyes shut.
Breathe in slowly and out quickly.
You start quicker.
"No."
You slow down.
We go for a while like this.
"Are you alright?"
I nod.
You slow even more.
We lay there together for what seems like forever.
I feel one more kiss before you move over.
You stay next to me and hold me.
I know that this is right.
These were your first sweet seductions.
What will come of number two?