I lost another friend today
and I'm not gonna lie
it hurts like hell
it's beginning to hurt more & more every time
it's tearing my heart to pieces
everyone says that if they're leaving me
then they weren't my friends to start with
but that doesn't change the fact that i have memories with them
that they meant something to me
i lost my friend Alex today
or, i already knew i lost him
but now it's official
& god it's killing me
i already knew him & i had grown apart
but now...
i can't stop crying
& i don't know why
i want things to go back to 8th grade
i want things to go back to anything
before they were what they are now...
