My new best friend

I made a promise freely
And not once do I regret
Cause having met my new friend
I no longer need to fret

The comments and the insults
No longer cut so deep
Because I'm taking full control
I no longer feel weak

It may be hard to manage
And disguise from friend and foe
But I know that in the end
I'll be happy to let go

So purest of simplicity
A tender path to take
And she is kind and caring
Unless I make a mistake

I happened to slip up one day
She filled me full of guilt
A failure and a waist of time
Ruining all I'd built

And when I am alone
And Ana's let me go
My new best friend called Mia
A brighter path will show

She doesn't mind me eating
Everything I want
Because she makes me purge
An empty soul to haunt

And not till then will Ana
Return to be my guide
But Mia's always there
To help me to the light

A fickle friend is Ana
She'll leave me on a whim
But Mia's always there for me
And builds my hope within.