My smile

My laugh used to be of joy

Like when you'd make me smile
How was I suppose to know it would only be awhile

But now my laugh has changed
Like its become enraged

Sometimes it comes with tears
And i hope it will change over the years

And sometimes it comes with anger
That I sadly seem to flavor

But more then ever
I find its never there

So now my smiles gone
And I wish I was wrong

I wish there was a way
that someday I could say

My smile has returned to me,
can't you see.