Worthless

I feel like I'm worthless.
I have no one and nothing.
No one to love
And nothing to hold onto.

I see how happy you are
With your boy friend and life.
But i just think to myself.
"Am i the only one by myself?"

I wish it was me
walking down the halls.
Holding hands and everything.
Going to the mall.

But i just sit back
And wish.
But now you see
Your the person i wish i could be.

I have been down on myself for days.
Trapped in a cursing maze.
But i shouldn't be like this.
I have to put the mask on and be happy.

I missed my chance to be with you.
You were everything i wished for and wanted.
I asked a simple question.
You didn't even think about it.

So now I'm sitting here alone.
Useless and unwanted.
I can't do anything right.
I'm just another worthless life.

--- OK so this isn't one of the best of my poems..but thats what i could whip up about my feelings.---