That Kiss

Sometimes I feel
Like I just need to cry
At stressful times
I just want to die

Crying myself to sleep
Over memories we had
Breathing in the good
And puking out the bad

Tears soon flow
As I think of my favorite kiss
It makes me sick to know
That's what I'm forced to miss

You looked at me
I looked at you
We both waited
Until we knew

Relaxed and at ease
Slowly leaning in
The pasts erase
Of what we'd been

But then I remember
That was only the fake you
I hope one day I'll have that kiss
With someone sincere and true