Story[About a girl]

This is the story of a girl,
living in a painful world,
she went to school today,
having a shitty day,
she returns home to her mom and dad,
to find something very sad,
her dad has bags in his hand,
her mom has tears in her eyes,
what is going on i say?
as this completes my shitty day,
,
my dad is going to the army,
please god make my mom and i be OK,
please god help us be strong,
now that daddy is gone,
i went to school today,
and again had a shitty day,
trying to hide my tears,
because by now it has been years,
i return home to see my mom,
she is not well,
i look to find bottles on the table,
there all empty,
there all labeled vodka,
i pick up the bottles,
and run to my room,
make this all be better soon,
i throw my backpack against the wall,
and i hear my mom vomit,
as i fall,
i am on the ground now,
please god this is not it,
my nightmare has come true,
this is not something new,
i grasp scissors in my hand,
as i have tears coming out of my eyes,
i close my eyes and hope when i open them that everything will be better,
but when i open them i have a slit on my wrist,
the blood is on my shirt,
please god this hurts,
bu this is the only pain i can control,
because i feel like shit,
i grab the scissors and make one more slit,
then as it bleeds heavily,
i think to myself sadly,
Can make it right again,
or is that now and this is then,
i walk to my mom,
and shake her hard,
but she doesn\'t wake up,
help,
help me,
i yell and scream,
i run to my room again,
I\'m throwing everything,
my mom is EFFIN dead,
so i grab my scissors,
and now i can control the pain of my heart,
as i stab it hard,
mom i will find you in heaven,
and see you once again,
but daddy i will miss you,
and now your on your own,
maybe i will see you soon,
i left my scissors for you.

THIS IS NOT ME BUT I JUST WROTE IT TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK OF IT PLEASE