Broken, Bruised, and Breached

Was it fun to hurt me?
I'll never be whole again.
I look back on all those lonely nights,
Wondering why you weren't in them.

Was it because you didn't care?
Or did you just not know,
All the pain I keep inside of me,
All the tears I never show?

Did you like watching me hurt?
It wasn't fun for me.
You never offered me any help,
You kept me from being free.

Do you like how much it pains me,
When I see you around with her?
That used to be me by your side,
And now my wrist are sore.

Was it fun to watch me fall?
You laughed when I hit the ground.
And now I'm seeing the truth,
You really never wanted me around.

Why do you tease me?
I was never that way to you.
I loved you with all my heart,
And I thought you felt that way too.

And now it seems so far,
I just can't seem to reach,
All the pieces of my heart,
Left broken, bruised, and breached.