Time to quit

Drugs used to numb the pain.
Now they only make me insane.

I used to dream of big things,
now i struggle with the smallest things.

The pain is so real,
yet still I do not feel.

A father who didn't care,
A mother who wouldn't share.

A little girl broken,
her heart stolen.

Now I must go,
it is all I know.

Remember my smile,
only for a while.

Then let it go astray,
my spirit go away.