Goodbye

Its over " i hollered on the phone
as tears roll down my face .
i realized i was all alone.
no one there for me to care.
so i climb up the stairs . and lung my self toward the balcony .
i try realize what i am doing .
so i go back inside trying to stop the cries.
i grab nearest thing my blurry vision can See.
and it is tiny yet sharp .
o my dear little blade. your hear to save me .
to save me from the madness of myself.?
the blade responds with clear no .

so i go off to find a way to stop the pain.
i grab a piece of paper.
and truly now i no wut i am doing.
i write with my soul and my heart. to tell the people who read this . that this world isn't perfect you see .
its just some fantasy u let me believe . but its not . trust me Ive tried so hard to stop the cries. to stop the lies. but now its to late because its a endless pain . the only way to stop this misery is to end me .
i go back to my balcony were the moon shines on i. letting me feel as if i for once belong.
i drop the note and take the leap .
by this i ended the lies. and for last time i say to you goodbye>