Last fall

No one can help me
No one can save me
This time I've fallen in too deep
Giving into and rethinking

The sweet release of suicides peace

No matter how many people love me
Theres only one that matters beyond degree
Without you Alex i do not exist
I dissolve into darkness and turn to my wrist

I've been stuck in this place for way too long
I can't keep my head up it's impossible to stay strong
With more and more hurt and pain
Longing, awaiting for my last day

Theres just too many broken pieces to pick up
Most of them disappeared from the cause of love
Beautiful like a roses variety
Yet can be the cause of deaths anxiety

I'm stuck alone in this deep depression
Because of you, my only obsession
Urges to yell, cry and scream
Urges to cut and bleed and bleed

No one can help me so whats the point
Its like all i do is disappoint
Alex i love you above all
Because of you I'm going to take this last fall...