Self Injury

Self hatred running through my veins,

Enveloping my mind in every way,

Lifeless eyes stare back at me,

Feeling so sick as I look at my body,

Influencing every decision I make,

Never giving credit for the things that are great,

Judging myself for all that occurs,

Ugly memories soar through my head,

Recollecting times of joy instead,

Yearning for a life that is better than this pain.

*please don't steal my poems* xx

© Zoey Bell 2006