One day I woke and said to myself,
I've felt like sh1t for so long now,
I want to get better,
I'll do this somehow,
I thought I'd tried it all to get well,
I'd worked so hard,
Yet I still felt like hell,
Self Injuring everyday, Self Harming in every way,
I couldn't stand living like that anymore,
I thought and decided that my life's worth fighting for,
When I began with ***,
I wasn't convinced,
To be honest I thought she was taking the p1ss,
I didn't think that I'd ever feel as good as this,
But I worked hard and now I've not hurt myself since weeks of four,
And if I keep it up, I know it will be more,
I've began to find out who I am,
And though it's hard, it's worth it,
Because never again do I want to feel so sh1t,
I'm going to do it; I will get it right,
'Coz for f^cks sake, I'm putting up one hell of a fight
So I'll go to SPEAR and keep seeing ***,
'Coz for once, what someone is saying is right,
And the message is getting through.
