Your Gone ii-A Life Taken By Suicide

You were such a great person,
I loved you so much,
I'd give anything to see you,
Just to feel your touch,

All of the good memories,
Vanished into the air,
Everyday i think of you,
Everyday i feel despair,

I hate what you have done to me,
The feelings i have got inside,
I can't believe you left me,
I just want you by my side,

You don't know how it hurts,
What you have left behind,
All the potential that you had,
The fact that you were so kind,

I'm angry at you Zoe,
That i can't deny,
I wish you had not done it,
I keep asking myself why?

Could i have helped you?
Prevented this tragedy?
Should i just have asked you,
If there was something i could do?

I know that you were hurting,
I know that you were so sad,
I wish i could have helped,
To make you feel less bad,

I know i'm angry at you,
But i understand why too,
You couldn't stand the pain,
It was too hard for you,

But did you want it to happen?
Was it all just a test?
Did you want to be cared for?
Take a well deserved rest?

I guess we'll never know,
That information will never be free,
But i know that your at peace now,
And i know your watching over me.

*In memory of Zoe Dixon R.I.P, we know now that it was an accident, i hate the NHS. I'm sorry. xx*

© Zoey Bell 2006