Letter to a Lost Love

As time goes on, I cannot see,
For where you go, it is not with me.
You walked away from what we shared.
You walked away like you never cared.

Now I sit in my chair in this dreary place,
My body is there while my mind is in space.
I have waited too long to love again,
I have waited too long for a might have been.

What I can't help notice amongst all of this pain,
What I cant help notice through all of this rain,
Are the great times we shared when we were together.
You told me you'd love me forever and ever.

Well as time can show it's only been three years.
Forever doesn't last as long as forgotten tears.
But I kept to my word I can say from the start.
Where are you now that you've broken my heart?

Don't you care for me as much as I do for you?
Don't you see my love for you is true?
But as much as I try you'll always be gone,
But my love for you will never be wrong.

Maybe someday we will meet at last.
Maybe someday just like the past.
I love you so much but hurt even more,
I wish you could see the son that you bore.

He's now getting so big and even harder to handle,
Just like his father, just a little scoundrel.
Wish you could see him, I want you to meet each other.
Wish you could see him, never got to know his own mother.

But as much as I wish you'll never be near,
You've been gone so long all I do is fear,
Tomorrow will never shine the light of day,
All of my world will be filled with Grey.

The colors of the world I will never see,
But there are no shades of red as beautiful as thee.
There is only room for one person in my heart,
But now your gone, and it's torn apart.

My soul will never live freely or love so much,
My body is weak and longs for your touch.
My life does not matter if you are not at my side.
I will walk endlessly into the morning tide.

After that maybe we might be together,
And then my heart will love forever.
But till then I can only dream,
Yet I love you but death makes me Scream.

I will love you in this life and the next,
My love for you is now written in text.
I will always love you again and again.
I will always love you even though our love was a might have been