To fight this urge!

To fight this urge
it takes all that i can give
its almost not worth it
just for my life to live

to fight this urge
i have tears down my cheek
they are everywhere i go
and everyday of the week

to fight this urge
i push away all my friends
that only makes it worse
my life just wants to end

to fight this urge
of the blade to the skin
it fails every time
but i still let out whats with in.