The road has ended

I try to put on a smile.
Even though on the inside it hurts all the while.

In a dark corner I sit.
Trying to make the pieces fit.

Like a candle stick,
this is the end.
I have lost my wick.

My heart is not content.
I can't make it through.
My soul is forever bent.

The road is at it's end.
The sun shines no more.
The angles will soon decend

Now and then
I think back
To the way things could've been.

I thought this was just a test.
something that had to happen.
To try and get my best.

I was wrong.
It wasn't a test.
It got my best and all the rest.