Realizing...

by April Chapleau   Jan 27, 2006


Written wen i was 16;

Song: (beat of "angel of mine" i think by Monica is the person who sings it)

When i first came here
I already knew,
The judge refused me
Because of you's
But then i told myself
That its ok,
Im leaving, eventually

I walked on in and said "hello"
To all the people that i know
They said hi bak
Excited to see me
I just couldnt believe it

I look around
And saw all the adults
Doing their jobs
Me wondering why
I did not run away yet ..oh noo
That freaks me out

I told myself, i'll never miss this place
Then i look back at my face
Why its so sad?
Cause my parents abandonned me
Oh all my life

I had deseases that i couldnt control
I had many not only one
I tried to hide
Oh every single one
oh...feeling so ashamed

I told you's once
I told you's twice
I told you's oh about a million times
That i didnt need your help
Okay
Please understand
Oh..Oh...Anyway

I had fun
Okay i admit
It wasnt the greatest
But I sure did fit
I had smiles oh here and there
But only because
Someone cared

Its been 5 months
My times almost here
With all my experience now
Who knows if i care
Its now my time to say goodbye
I'll miss you's all
I dont know why
Hoping none of us will blurt out to cry
oh...oh...oh...
Burt out to cry

This song is about me being locked up in a group home for 6months by child and family services..

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