Oh lord... Tell me what i gotta do!

Written wen i was 17;

Song:

Why wont the stars reply my wishes
Why wont the lord answer my prayers
Why cant i have a dream come true
Oh lord tell me what i gotta do

All i want is to be thin and beautiful
And for people to think im wonderful
Oh lord tell me what i gotta do
For all this to come true

Now i pray every night
Just to see my life shine bright
If i could i'd turn back now
And make everything seem right

CHORUS:
Oh lord tell me what i gotta do
So i could just make it trough
Oh lord tell me what i gotta do
Just so i could be loved by you

Every morning i seem to wake up
And look at my reflection
I dont think i can go through with this
Without pulling one of my depressions

(CHORUS X2)

Now Im thinking to myself:
"Will I ever make it somehow"?
"Should I just do it over again"?
"Or just cut it to the end?"

(CHORUS)