How can I even begin to explain,
all these fellings of undenialble shame?
I really messed up, how could it be,
that I let another guy, not you, kiss me?
How can I look in the mirror,
how can I get it to be more clearer?
You were the one i thought i'd always love,
the one i thought was sent from above.
How can I even look at your face,
knowing that all I really want is space?
You were always true through it all,
now I just feel like an insect, short and small.
How could i have betrayed you that way?
When you find out i won't expect you to stay.
Just know that it was not at all planned,
and the image of myself I can no longer stand.
????How???Sometimes I believe i'll never know,
I guess for now i'll just have to take it slow.
The next time i choose to be dishonest,
i'll feel better because i'll never again make a promise!!!!
