If you only knew how it hurt, and how much I cried.
I only wanted my mother, but you turned away.
Ten years it has been, I don't even know where to begin.
I can't remember what you look like, or how pretty your smile is.
I wonder if you think about me, the way I think about you.
Prom, Graduation, boys, and now college it is all done and gone.
How can I say to you, all the things we have missed?
What do I say to people when they ask about my Mother?
I am not mad, I am only sad.
I want a mom to laugh with to cry with and maybe even to fight with.
There is still hope in my heart that someday I will find you, but for now I will go on thinking of you day and night and keep you in my dreams.