Fire in my heart

OK, I don't really know what this poem is about but, I just feel like it has a meaning. so here it goes,

I just don't know anymore
Whether my life is over or not.
You hurt me SO much,
But i stayed and fought.

I fought with fire in my heart,
I fought till the ends.
I stayed from stop to start,
I took all the bends,
And made all the mends.

But this is where the story starts
when the fire is finally is out,
Where I finally took part.

I realize I don't know what I'm fighting for.
I thought it was from the anger you gave me,
But it just ended up being love.

I loved you,
But you just had anger.
I loved you,
You just put me in danger.

I can't believe it.
I turned my back,
And for it i got hit.
You were the one that gave me the smack.

Now the fires back.

Instead of running I stay.
I stand my ground.
Night is here, there goes the day.

One final punch
And I'm out like the fire.
Burned,singed and dying.
No more tears left for crying.
I just lay there
staring up at you
The steam coming from your ears
Was it all me?
What did I make you go through?
The tears start streaming down.
I see you face soften in the blur.
You hold out your hand
I'm about to take it when i think
Here i go again.
So instead of taking your hand.
I push you aside.
I stand up on my own
And we're left there staring.

And thats where it all ended.
My broken heart was finally mended.
Your out of my life.
Time to end the strife.

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February 4,2006