I feel their cold eyes see right through me
To see a person i am but its not me
They see me smile they see me smoke
They see my scars asking why so
They laugh and point, they b i t c h, they comment
Few have really seen me for me
Paranoid, on the edge, hateful, sins
It makes up my beautiful pointless life a constant wing
But i have to just make it through day by day
my family, my friends are the ones who'd pay
I will be here for all your selfish needs
While you keep me back here and make me bleed
I hardly even exist anymore
All the feelings are simply gone
I don't care about anything new
I'm not living anymore I'm just here for you...
