A love like cancer

I want you to know that its a little fcked up that im stuck here waiting, at times
debating cant figure out, whats right or wrong, so i sit here with nothing, and
write you a poem im to0 confused, to make up my mind, i look for a way out but its
you who i find. i dont know who you are, and i cant figure you out. my minds lost in
translation and my heart wants to shout so i give you a call, with nothing to say,
theres dead silence in the air, with nothin to say i wish it was like,the way it
used to be, when we were happy together, and you said you loved me but,now things
are different, you know how it is, i try my hardest all the time, to forget about
this,., to, keep you off my mind, to keep myself smiling, but in return, i always
seem to always find you crying i ask you wats wrong, though i do know the answer,
this love is a sickness, something just like cancer.