I know I am supposed to hate you
Recent you
No longer care
But I can not help but think of you
And how your no longer there
I know you did it
But was it my fault
Did I do something wrong
Was losing you the result
Was I too hastey in my choice
To send you away
Was it a mistake
Was I to blame
But still I wonder
How could you
When you knew how I felt
You truly hurt me
Got close enough
Made my heart melt
Then caused my tears
The pain
The hate and the doubt
Am I so imperfect
And that had to run out
You left me standing there
Alone and cold
Its going to get better I was told
But why does it still burn
Why will it not end
Why wont the tears stop
When will I mend
Will I ever
Or will I remain like this
The end
And our very last kiss
*James*
