My suicide note

First of all i would like to apologise,
I'm really sorry for leaving you guys,
life for me was way to painful
and i felt like i was to much of a handful

for mummy
i am sorry please don't blame yourself
i didn't know what else
i could do
just know that i love you.

for daddy
I'm sorry for everything I've done and said
please don't cry just coz I'm dead
just know one thing and don't you forget it
i love you and you were my favorite.

my twin
little sister please don't cry
if anything, you'd have known why i really died
just know I'll watch over you
and know that i love you

older sister
you were sometimes a real pain
i don't know how i can explain
i will love you forever and forever,
and don\'t forget i'll see you in heaven

my friends
remember when i said we'd be friends
till the end??
you made me laugh, you made me smile
you aren't the reason why i died

Plz comment I'll do the same