Banshee, slump and bees

My hair frizzes
about my face
as I slump over
the computer,

why am I
so tired?
why do I feel
like lying down and dying?

I don\'t know,
I\'m helpless
in this world
living a false lie.

My voice comes out
high pitched
and I feel like
a wild banshee.

Go to my sisters
screech my head off
watch her eyes bulge
and her body contort

I feel like a bee
with no hive-mates
not even a queen
to keep me company

and yet this is my life
whirling and swirling
like a kaleidescope
I\'m so confused

about everything.