Untitled- ( Abortion )

* I know its kind of long, but please read it through, I promise its worth the while*

Whew let me tell you,
I am very tired indeed
That was a very hard journey
For a tiny little seed

But I found my way in
I didn't need any maps or directions
She will be proud of me
I'll be her picture of perfection

I'm about a day old now
Not much to really see
But soon in 9 months
She'll be holding and loving me

I'll just sit here awhile
And let nature take it's course
All that morning sickness she's getting, he-he
She don't know but I'm the source

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It's getting kind of boring
It's been about 6 weeks or so
I'm just sitting here sort of floating
I grew bored of my hands a while ago

But something exciting did happen
She found out about little ol' me
She was so happy about it all
She cried enough tears to fill a sea

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I heard mommy talking to someone
I did not like his tone of voice
I heard a lot of shouting
He told her she had no choice

She was shaking with fear
I wish I could make her feel better
But soon mommy I'll be around
We'll fight him off together

I can see my little toes now
And my heart beats very loud
I'm going to grow up to be very strong
You will be very proud

I like the sound of your voice
I fall asleep to it everyday
I cant wait till I can see your face
Or to wipe those tears away

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You went to the doctors today
Though they really didn't say much
They gave you a set of instructions
An appointment and such

Maybe its for an ultrasound
Maybe they'll tell you I am a boy
I hope that is what you want
I hope I fill you with lots of joy

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Mommy why are you crying again
Why is this room so cold
Oh and mommy I am a little scared
I don't understand what you was told

Why would you be bleeding
For about a week or so?
I ain't due to come around
For another 6 months you know

What is that he's holding?
It looks kind of painful
Are you sure you want to trust him?
And what is that sucking cable?

Mommy I don't like this
Please tell him to stop now
He took my little hands mommy
Is this something you'll allow?

He's hurting me real bad
I cant hold on much more
Why are you letting him do this?
My blood is spilling on the floor

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Maybe I wasn't good enough
Maybe she didn't want a boy
Maybe I wasn't perfect
Thats why she had me destroyed

But whatever the reason
My mommy made her choice
She got rid of me that day
I no longer hear her sweet voice

I love her more than ever
But I guess she didn't love me
I just wish she would have had me
So she could see how beautiful I was gonna be

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