Life of a Loner

Today is the day I wish to seek the answers I need to survive.
I try to handle all the drama but it is not working.
Today is the day I need the answers to live.
No one is giving me the answers I need to calm down.
I am hearing voices in my mind saying I need to quite.
I am seeing visions of people leaving me behind.
I need the answers to survive.
Will someone give them to me?
Well, no.
Only one person can give me the answers.
That would have to be
Myself.
But my head is just not on tight enough to think.
It’s 2006.
It’s a new year with the same old shit.
The same old drama
The same old friends.
Nothing will ever change
Nothing will ever become better.
In the life of a loner.