My Secret...

*Not true*

Usually I say
"Come close,
You might learn a secret"
But this time
My Secret cant be spoken,
Nor do you have to
Come close to see it.
Because once you know it's there,
It can be seen from
100 meters away.
With the right clothes,
It's easy to hide,
But at night when I change
I see it once more.
There's no hiding from my secret,
Because it's always there,
Whether you like it or not.
I wanted to be different-
Well here I am.
None of my friends have this secret,
And they should be glad
Because my secret is full of
Shame and regret.

Want to know my secret?
As long as you don't tell;
For my secret is not a gift
Or a blessing;
My secret makes me scared
And hate myself even more.
No amount of crying
Or screaming
Or cutting
Will make my secret go away

So let me tell you my secret.
I know you'll get mad
But it's my problem...not yours...

...I'm pregnant...