X...You don't love me back...X

I used to make myself believe you loved me
when it was all just a lie
id play the "pretend game"
then at night id softly cry

all we are is friends
but your never out of my head
i really thought you cared about me
sadly i was misled

we did crazy things together
things that shouldn't have been done
we have a child together now
and you still didn't make me number one

i was just another girl too you
with the title" my best friend"
but because of all the fake-ness and lies
i want my life to end

i can't handle living
with this love i have inside my heart
but you've not once loved me
not even from the very start

Ive really got to go now
my hearts about too crack
i will always love you...
its just YOU ...don't love me back!!!