Have You Ever

Ever feel like if you disappeared, no one would even notice or care?
Like no matter what you'd say or do, you'd still be left in despair.
Like everyone around you is moving forward, but your somehow your in reverse.
No matter what you do, things always turn out worse.

Ever find yourself thinking, what others could never comprehend?
You close your eyes and wish that your whole life wasn't based on just pretend.
You imagine a life that's perfect, with happiness and a high self-esteem.
Then you open your eyes, and realize it was all just a dream.

Have you felt so unloved and unwanted, that you just wanted to be alone.
Couldn't take the left out feeling no more, you'd rather be on your own.
Because when you're alone, you're depressed, but still are feeling happy.
But even those tiny bits of happiness, makes things feel not so crappie.

Ever have so many mood swings in one day, that you lost count.
And when you do try to amount it all up, you hoped that you had miscount.
Because the number is so crazy high, and teachers say you should seek some help.

Ever felt like this, like somehow and for some reason you don't belong.
You find yourself awake at night listening to that same old sad song.
Ever feel like you're the only one, who ever feels this way?
Well your not, I feel like this every single day.