I dont want u to know.. do i? part one

When you asked whether i did
and i told you no
you just left it at that
you just let it go

but i needed your help
because Ive come to see
I'm something i hate, dad
something not like me

i have to confess that
when you asked me what i did
i lied to you daddy
about the stuff i hid

i told you i did it cone
with the point of a pin
i didn't press to hard
that i didn't drive it in

i said it didn't leave scars
which is very true
not physical anyway
but mentally? I'm screwed