Too Late...Now I See?

I am so selfish
Sometimes I don't know how
I am so stupid
to realize that now

I let people take advantage of me
never giving a damn
But now I see how this cold world can be
with no one to ever hold your hand

I am so lonely
So much that I want to die
That's why I hide my pain
Even though I'm breaking inside

I gave up so much to be worthless in the end
Now I see.
I realized that I really don't got friends
This I can't believe.

I am a coward
Always afraid to love
Wishing God to send an angel to save me from above.

I told my secrets thinking that would be okay.
Until the day someone would push me away.
And all this solitude created my hate
But I realized this all too late.