I can not look at you
For I will break
Yet I long for you
Every night I lay awake
Remembering us
I was the last one to think
That this would not last
Yet my heart sinks
Because I gave you everything
All I had to offer
If I disappeared
Would you even bother
To find where I am
Where I cry
Where I bleed
Or will you turn away
Show no sympathy
Will you walk away again
Close the door on me
Leave me with no defence
So that I am broken
Without the key
My life now fades to nothing
A black canvass
I cant feel anything
Lifes marvels
All gone wrong
I now nothing to you
I am now gone
*Deon*
