Would you care?

*I don't really like this one much. My friend was being an ass earlier so I need to write something to get it out.*

Would you care if I died today?
Have the blood spill and spray,
If I put a bullet though my head
And now I lie motionless on my bed?

Would you care if I hate everything?
You hear the sirens ring,
It all seemed so graphic
As I threw myself at traffic.

Would you care if I've had enough?
This is going to get rough,
If I overdose and shoot up insulin,
I know I'm due for the loony bin.

Would you care if you saw me bleeding?
'Cause you are what I'm needing,
So I slit my neck and wrists,
Your initials carved upon my fists.

Would you care if I had rope?
For I no longer have any hope.
If you find me hanging from the ceiling
You are not the only one squealing.

Would you care if I left today?
I'd run to another place far, far away,
Somewhere where I don't feel no pain,
But you don't stop me, so there is nothing to gain.

You say you care, how?