I don't Know Why

How could I be like this...Damn you tell me you love me,
But then you say you feel for another girl! How should I
Feel when I hear this and I know that I'm not the only
Girl going through your head.

It isn't fair, how can you love me but at the same time
Like her just as much as me? And why am I still here to
Just be put through this pain? Why do I love you knowing
You won't tell anyone else? Why do I put my life as a secret
With you just 'cause no one should know? Why do I love you
When all you do is put me through pain?

I don't want to share the spot light with anyone else in your Life. I have never been in the spot light ever before, until
You came in my life. I was always a girl with a voice but never
Heard...only heard when I was bad. But now with you I'm not
Like that. I love you but I don't know why you are causing me
All this pain.

It's not only the girl but also how you no longer want to listen,
How most of the time it seems like I'm nothing to you, seems
Like you don't care, but yet you say you do really still love me.
I hate this feeling; I never had this feeling before, just like
I didn't have the other feeling of loving a person that loved
Me until you.

I don't know why I'm still here. I don't know why I let myself go
Through this pain. I don't know why I'm letting myself seem stupid
By being by your side. I don't know why I still love you and how
Everyday it keeps growing. I don't know why, but for once I wish
I did know so I wouldn't be drowned in this little hole. I love you,
But I just don't know why anymore.

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