My love story(part 1 & 2 )

1st day of school
The day I met you
Amazed by your eyes
I didn\'t know what 2 do

Every day I wondered what if...
Just picturing you and me together
Being desperately in love...
Forever and ever

After a week admiring you from a distance
I took a shot and started talking with you
We became friends, and later close friends
So I wondered if you felt this way too

We started talking more often
We called each other and talked all night long
We just kept getting closer and closer
And more and more feelings came along

Another week later you asked me
To come and see you horseback-riding
And that was our first "date"
We had fun and the time was flying

After the lesson ended we went for a walk
We went to a park, sat and looked at each other
Then you closed your eyes and came closer
From that moment on I didn't want another

You raised me to a place
Higher then anyone has gone before
A place where I had no fears I'd have to face
I wanted to stay there forever more

You taught me how to fly
And together we flew to the sky
Hand by hand, heart by heart
At that moment nothing could take us apart

Except the week you went to a camp
We ware inseparable
It felt like you ware gone for a life time
It was almost unbearable

After that one week you came back
And I was happy as can be
Cuz then I knew you're the only thing I lack
The only one that makes me complete

I gave you all my love
You ware the only one I desire
The look in your eyes
Just set my heart on fire

But then came that horrible moment
That you thought it was enough
I acted like it doesn't matter
But on the inside I couldn't stay tough

That day I looked back on the good times we had
I never thought that something could take us apart
My soul just burst in tears
Cuz in the end you really did brake my heart

As weeks passed by
I laid awake every night and wondered why
Why did my best dream turn into my worst nightmare
I acted like I didn't but I do care

I tried everything to forget you
But no matter what I did I just couldn't
I tried to think of an other girl
I know I shouldn't

I've been with a girl, thinking I'd forget
The pain that tortures my heart
At least what was left of it
Just a little part

I broke up with that girl
And explained her everything
Begging her to forgive me
For I've done her such a horrible thing

After that I've been thinking,
Day and night
Trying to find a way
To set this all right

Asked my friends what they think I should do
Some told me to ignore the pain,
And stop thinking bout you
Others told me to try to make it work with you again

I was in front of a dilemma
I could torment my mind trying to forget
Or I could make it work with you
But also risk our friendship which I would regret

Knowing what I could lose
I chose option 2
You already know why
Cuz I'm still in love with you

I have one more thing to say:
No matter what happens in the end
I want you to know
That I'd still want you as a very good friend

Copiright©2006 by Stefan Jovanovic

* i know its pretty long but please tell me what you think bout it :) and some explanation the girl which i wrote this poem for is on vacation now and you all red what happend between us and i'm w8ing for her to see how she feels about it :)