Never again

Why did i do it
i have no idea
i was jealous i suppose
i remember when he first gave me a rose
he was my one and only
i would die for him
but i was stupid
i had to ask
it is one thing u should never say
i just through it all away
life is not the same
with out him
i dint want to live a fake lie
being happy, i want to die
i m so stupid
i didn\'t think
i was just upset and had to find out
all the girls said after he froze them out
my love for him was
some thing big
i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him
i will never forgive myself now
and i will never love again
i will always hate myself for what i did.
if i could only take it back
i would give anything to have him back.
i always loved him and always will. for now and for ever.