Why

Why did i do this to myself again
It started off so great
And ended lets be friends

The friendship never works
The feelings fall apart
To see eachother hurts
And it burns in my heart

I don't see why i bother
They all end up the same
By the end of the next week
They all forget my name

I hear it is better to love and lose
Then to never love at all
But if i never loved
I would never fall

So why is it that i do this
Time and time again
Its just history repeating
They all end up the same....
Why??